Stressing out big time.  My daughter has her yearly visit to the cardiologist coming up this week.  We are seeing a new doctor which completely adds to the stress.  People who have been there understand completely what I am going through and feeling right now.  All the stress of the surgery and the terrifying feelings flood my brain.  I get so scared that they will tell me she needs to have another surgery, I worry that this doctor who doesn’t know her will want to do test after test looking for a problem.  I just worry, I’m a worrier.  And she also has to go on her birthday, which I know seems cruel but it was the only appointment I could get and it’s super early so we will get it over and done with.