As the weather is getting cooler here in New York, I can’t help but start to feel wonderful, Fall has always felt like my “New Year” my time for renewal, time to make changes, time to enjoy. Maybe it is because I am a teacher and in Septmeber I would always begin a new year, a new class, new supplies, a fresh new start.
So as the weather starts to feel like fall I become totally submerged in it, I want to indulge in all things that speak fall to me. I love all things pumpkin, coffee, pancakes, muffins, pie, if it’s made of pumpkin I will try it.
So as we enter fall my baby girl is about to have a renewal of her own so to speak. She will receive her surgery sometime in October or November. I am dreading it and looking to get it over with at the same time, sort of like pulling off a band-aid, you know it is going to hurt like hell but it has to be done. During this time of pumpkins and cool crisp breezes I have a heavy feeling in my heart, knowing that my baby will be going through so much. But I will still try and make traditions for her and my son, although this year we couldn’t go apple picking like we used to I know that next year we will be there and she will be a healthy and happy little girl and I can’t wait for all our the adventures we are going to have. But for now we can make our own fun at home with her and my son.
As a child summer couldn’t get here quick enough, the time between Easter…
05 October 2011
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